Palm!?!?

So I read today that Palm was acquired by HP.  Kind of exciting! I cant wait to see what HP does with it.  I own a Palm Pre' and I love the device, I just wish more companies would develop for it.  Seems like everything out there is for the Iphone. 

Write more soon, as I am starting to feel much, much better. 

A Promise....

Sorry everyone, I've had the death flu and really have not been up that long throughout the day.  Today is my second day back at work and in all honestly I get home and pass out, wake up and do it over again.  Im hoping to write more this evening when I get home before knocking off to sleep.

(''')Bearhugz(''') and will talk to you all soon.

PING PONG!!!

Just finished a great game with Nate, and let me tell ya, I'm wore out. 

I love playing the game when people actually have fun and don't criticize your serve or form.  Dood its just a game lets relax and smash that lil' fkr until it breaks :)

Another Day......

Its funny.

I feel the excitement of finding an old friend online, I send a messge, and then no response.  Odd....Must have not clicked send.  I'll send another.....and I wait.....and wait....

Oh look...nope..not him.

Wait!  I have mail...oh...Russian brides, yeah you did your market research buddy...Im all about a russian bride, are they male??  Nope...

Odd...I can see you read the email, why dont you respond?  I thought we had something special, a friendship that transcended the BS. 

I guess not. 

Oh look new email, I can take a pill to get larger.......

Humph, just what I need to be...  larger.  Coulda sworn I had a shirt in my closet that says Im huge in Japan. 

Sadly there are no magic pills to make everything better.  Shame...I really could use a fuckitall. 

Late Night Musings...

Ok so why is it that only late at night the bug to write hits? Maybe its because I am alone in bed, something I hate and it forces me to think. Think about the men that I tend to fall in love with, the men that I find so appealing yet so hard to hold on to.

I dont know why I fall in love with men out of my reach but I do. There's something about the masculine man that holds my heart in a vice. Yet every man I display my heart to seems to look at it....notice it...maybe pet it, indulge it for just a moment..a moment of sheer ecstasy, an orgiastic split second where the walls drop and I let go. I give to the feeling completely only to snap to and see him gone, a small trail of what my love could have been leading away from me.

You wonder why Im bitter? Why should anyone be out of anyone elses' reach? Why should anyone have to feel that they are not worthy of what they might find "loveable". Screw social tiers and houses. So what if Im a bear and your a straight man, it doesn't make my love any less real.

FK this Im going to bed, looks like its me and my pillow yet again.

New Blog..

Ok Working on a new blog. Stay tuned for updates!