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Just A Bear Blog...

Hurm.....

Pride....

I don't need a parade, or a festival to be proud of who I am. I appreciate the desire to go hang out with friends, and to see old friends, but do we really need a special event to get together?

What happened to socializing with your friends on weekends, or in the afternoon/evening over coffee?

Why the parade? Am I so old that now I see it for what it is? Why are we advertising things that really I wouldn't let my own kids watch?

D's on Bikes...I love you, but really? DO you need to go bare boobed and put black electrical tape across the bits?

Leather men, I keep my practices in my own home, and on occasion the bars, but ass open chaps? Granted there are a few men out there that my god can they fill out chaps but really...its like a nude beach anymore. The people you want to see nekked you never do and those you do, you never want to see nekked.

What happened to being strong for who and what we are?

I guess I just dont get it anymore. Maybe thats why Im single.

meh

Just Meh, I know there is more to say but damned if I know what. I'm just blank and its rather frustrating.

Massoud Buys Lunch....

My ever awesome boss decided to buy my team lunch today so we packed away in cars and drove the the Kabob House.

Interesting place..we took up 90% it and we are only 16 people.

Food...Ok.

Drinks Ok....

Getting to just hang with co-workers was a great time.  Even got to go for Avocado Bubble tea after dinner. 

Things going along smoothly until one of my more favorite peeps tells us all his last day is the 29th.   Granted he's doing a bike ride across the us and back and thats great for him, but I will miss him. 

So we're pulling out of the lot in the bosses Lincoln and mid you this is a big red beast of a vehicle and some schmuck in a prius decides she can just drive right on past.  Lets see Prius vs Lincoln big ass vehicle.  Prius lost and quite deservedly so.  Although I do feel bad for my boss as he's had some issues with this monster since he bought it.

Anyways....2 hrs later and Im still burping kabob... LOL 

PONG!!!

So today in the world of Y TAE Team Pong, had a short match game at lunch with Nate and David, and then a wear me out session perfecting new serves with David.  I seriously need to get my own paddle.  Well one for the table for those of you that know me well. LOL

Ok back to work.

Hurm.....

As many of you know this is my sounding board.  More-so for myself than others, and its a way for me to vent out either frustrations or thoughts that come to me that I don't feel I can just easily turn to my neighbor and ask.

With that being said many people have approached me after some of my posts asking if it was about them.  I'm not a shy person when it comes to my feelings or thoughts and if ya bent me enough to post about it let me tell ya kiddo it would have your name on it.  Forgive and forget is great for some, but for me its remember and revisit.  Do I dwell on it?  No, but I will eventually throw it back atcha at sometime or another when it suits me.

Moving on.

I've posted to a position that would take me away from Oregon.  Good idea?  I dont know, I wont know till I try it.  I love my home in Oregon but sometimes we have to take chances to progress our lives forward.  I love my job and what I do but I need to take that next step.  I need to know that I've continued to reach and attempt to grow rather than find contentment in my current situation.

Dont get me wrong there is nothing wrong with being content in your situation, just for me I want more.  I want the next step, and if I have to move to get it, well so be it.

Alright I've blabbered long enough, here's to ya.  Oh yeah and please dont be shy click the ads, believe it or not I get paid for it :).

Take care.